Best Books of 2018

It’s the time of year that book bloggers simultaneously love and hate – when we eagerly prepare lists of both our favourite and least favourite reads of the year, and agonize over what to include and where to rank each book. 2018 was a tumultuous year for me personally and it meant that I didn’t read as much as I hoped to, falling short of my goodreads challenge goal of 60 books with a total of 57. Although I read a lot of really strong 4 star books this year, I didn’t read many books that absolutely wowed me and only a few would make my all-time favourites list. My goal for 2019 is definitely to read more books I suspect I’m going to love instead of picking up what’s new and shiny on the shelf.

Honourable mentions: Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine by Gail Honeyman, The Hate U Give by Angie Thomas, The Lightkeepers by Abby Geni, Radio Silence by Alice Oseman, Sadie by Courtney Summers, and Yevgeny Onegin by Alexander Pushkin (translated by Anthony Briggs).

For the second year in a row I’ve had trouble deciding on a tenth book to fill my list. This could easily have been the haunting YA mystery Sadie by Courtney Summers, witty novel-in-verse Russian classic Yevgeny Onegin by Alexander Pushkin (translated by Anthony Briggs), or atmospheric ode to the beauty and power of nature The Lightkeepers by Abby Geni, all of which I loved, but I’ve opted to go with:

2281736810. Bright We Burn by Kiersten White

Is there anything more difficult than bringing a series to a satisfying conclusion that wraps up loose ends and feels earned? I’m not a writer but I’m guessing the answer is no, which is why I’m so impressed when an author does so well. The conclusion to White’s Conqueror’s Saga, a YA historical fiction trilogy that gender swaps the female Lada for the historical Vlad the Impaler was just about perfect. At the centre of these books have always been siblings Lada and Radu, and Bright We Burn satisfied both by giving each Dracul sibling a conclusion to their individual story arcs – as Lada becomes more brutal in her desire to maintain Wallachia’s freedom, whatever the cost, and Radu makes peace with himself – and by bringing them together as siblings once more. Saying goodbye to the characters I cared so much about was definitely bittersweet, but I know this is a series that I will re-read in the future and I loved that the series ended the way that it did. Full review here.

“Lada had always known exactly what shape she would take. She had never let it be determined by the people around her. But Radu could not escape the need for love, the need for people in his life to help him see what he should—and could—be. Lada shaped herself in spite of her environment. Radu shaped himself because of it.”

326203329. The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid

The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo was the right book at (sort-of) the wrong time. I brought it with me on my vacation to the UK and I think my reading experience suffered for it, but it’s still a bright spot in my 2018 reading year. Reclusive film star Evelyn Hugo decides to tell-all about her life, loves, and rise to stardom in this Golden Age of Hollywood inspired novel that’s not nearly as heterosexual as the title may lead the few people as yet unaware of this book to believe. I loved the juxtaposition of the raw, real characters and relationships Evelyn reveals and the surface-deep glamour of Hollywood in the mid-twentieth century. Yet the main draw of The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo is Evelyn herself. A complex anti-heroine who’s unapologetically ambitious, I loved her desire to get ahead at all costs and the quieter moments with her friends and found family (an equally engaging set of supporting characters). Full review here.

“People think that intimacy is about sex. But intimacy is about truth. When you realize you can tell someone your truth, when you can show yourself to them, when you stand in front of them bare and their response is ‘you’re safe with me’- that’s intimacy.”

386335268. Vita Nostra by Marina Dyachenko and Sergey Dyachenko (translated by Julia Meitov Hersey)

Vita Nostra is hands down one of the strangest things I’ve ever read. Since the publication of Harry Potter, schools for magic have been a prolific trope in fantasy fiction, but Marina and Sergey Dyachenko have transformed this genre cliché into an unnerving and philosophical coming-of-age tale. Defying categorization, Vita Nostra combines metaphysics and a thoughtful meditation on transformation, with dark fantastical elements and psychological suspense to construct a story that is difficult to comprehend, but completely hypnotic. I’m honestly a little in awe of how cleverly the authors have managed to construct a reading experience that mirrors the stages of teenage protagonist Sasha Samokhina’s education. From following along blindly as Sasha tries to adjust to a world of oddities and chilling manipulations, I quickly found myself unable to put Vita Nostra down, even when my head threatened to explode from the pressure of trying to make sense of it all. Although I understood only a fraction of what I read, I loved Vita Nostra anyway. It’s the kind of book that stays with you, and I suspect it will also reward re-readers looking to glean additional insights from its pages.

“There are concepts that cannot be imagined but can be named. Having received a name, they change, flow into a different entity, and cease to correspond to the name, and then they can be given another, different name, and this process—the spellbinding process of creation—is infinite: this is the word that names it, and this is the word that signifies. A concept as an organism, and text as the universe.”

195478567. Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda by Becky Albertalli

It’s been a difficult year both personally and for the world at large. I’m usually all for getting my heart broken by books (see later entries on this list for more on that) but this year even I needed something that wasn’t so relentlessly melancholy. Enter Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda. Adapted into the equally charming movie Love, Simon earlier this year, Becky Albertalli’s contemporary YA novel left me with a warm and fuzzy feeling when I read it in a single night this Spring. Simon Spier is an incredibly likable protagonist as he navigates a nightmarish situation with humour. When his anonymous emails to another closeted high school student – known only as “Blue” – are found on a shared computer, he risks not only being outed to the entire school, but also losing his burgeoning relationship with “Blue” unless he helps the blackmailer. I saw the movie first so I knew the identity of “Blue” going in, but this didn’t detract from my enjoyment of the book. Albertalli doesn’t shy away from depicting the reality of life as a gay high school student in the South, but her book serves as such a beacon of light and positivity as it gives a teenage gay couple a happy ending and portrays Simon as having a supportive family and circle of friends. Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda is the rare YA contemporary novel that I not only loved reading, but that I’m sure I’ll re-read in the future. In dark times it’s the perfect bookish equivalent of comfort food.

“The way I feel about him is like a heartbeat — soft and persistent, underlying everything.”

Foundryside RD4 clean flat6. Foundryside by Robert Jackson Bennett

The Divine Cities trilogy is one of my favourite things ever so I was, understandably, both anxious and excited when I heard that the author was writing a new fantasy series. With Foundryside, Robert Jackson Bennett has secured his place as an author whose books I will automatically buy/place on hold at my local library. Refreshingly set not in another pseudo-medieval world, but in an industrial city inspired by the Italian City States, Foundryside is an inventive, fast-paced book about a street smart thief who gets in over her head when she unknowingly steals an immensely powerful object. There is a lot to like here, but I could write a thesis, or at least an emphatic, multi-paragraph rant, on how much I love the magic system in this book. Basically the consciousness of objects in the world can be manipulated when they’re inscribed (referred to in-world as ‘scriving’) with a set of magical symbols and codes. Operating like the rules of a computer programming language in our world, scriving tricks objects into believing that they are supposed to behave differently. The result is a fantasy novel uniquely placed to comment on the ethics of technology, intellectual property, and anti-competitive practices that create barriers to information for the less privileged members of society.

“The worst thing about this place isn’t that it treats people like chattel. The worst part, just the worst part is that it tricks you… It makes you think you’re a thing. It makes you resign yourself to becoming a crude good. It makes things out of people so thoroughly, they don’t even know that they’ve become things. Even after you’re free, you don’t even know how to be free! It changes your reality, and you don’t know how to change it back!”

350687055. The Poppy War by R.F. Kuang

My expectations were sky-high going into The Poppy War, but this stunning, and unexpectedly brutal, debut still managed to blow me away. Fusing Chinese history with fantastical elements, Kuang delivered a dark, but incredibly compelling, novel that I had trouble putting down! I adored Rin, the ruthless antiheroine at its core, and how self-assured, driven, and pragmatic she is. She gets ahead not due to dumb luck or because she is chosen, but because she sets out to achieve her goals regardless of the cost. Although I had some minor issues with the under-developed secondary characters during the second half of the book and I wished there were more female characters throughout, this was a book I couldn’t stop reading and I eagerly await the second book in this series! Full review here.

“Well, fuck the heavenly order of things. If getting married to a gross old man was her preordained role on this earth, then Rin was determined to rewrite it.”

47228404. Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte

You know those books that sit on your TBR for months or even years? The ones you’re certain you’ll enjoy if you can just get around to reading them? That was Jane Eyre. Somehow I never encountered Jane Eyre during high school or my four year English degree, but after sitting on my to-read list for more than a decade, I finally tackled Jane Eyre and all I can say is what took me so long?! I was swept away by the gothic atmosphere of the book, compelled by the arrogance and charisma of the enigmatic Mr. Rochester, and, most importantly, I adored Jane. My gripe with some classics still taught in classrooms today is that some books that were ground-breaking or important for the period in which they were written don’t always stand the test of time and resonate with modern readers. Happily Jane Eyre resonates. At times its early feminism meant that I forgot that it had been written 200 years ago! I loved reading the story of this fiercely independent heroine who overcomes childhood abuse and tragedy to obtain freedom and love on her own terms and this is undoubtedly one of my favourite classics of all-time.

“I am no bird; and no net ensnares me: I am a free human being with an independent will.”

314511863. Borne by Jeff VanderMeer

Like Vita Nostra, I loved Borne because it’s one of the most unique books I’ve ever read. A post-apocalyptic book where the antagonist is a giant, insane flying grizzly bear and the main character is a constantly growing and changing sentient being initially mistaken for a plant? It shouldn’t work. But not only does Borne work, it’s intensely believable, offering thoughtful commentary on what it means to be a person and a melancholy, but ultimately hopeful, exploration of humanity, the environment, and non-human intelligence. VanderMeer’s prose is by turns lyrical and eerie, and his world building and writing style are so visual and sensory that surely a film can’t be too far off. I loved the relationships between the few major characters, as well as the process of watching Borne grow and change and explore questions about himself. Full review here.

…a hybrid of sea anemone and squid: a sleek vase with rippling colors that strayed from purple toward deep blues and greens. Four vertical ridges slid up the sides of its warm and pulsating skin. The texture was as smooth as waterworn stone, if a bit rubbery. It smelled of beach reeds on lazy summer afternoons and, beneath the sea salt, of passionflowers. Much later, I realized it would have smelled different to someone else, might even have appeared in a different form.

350188902. Amberlough by Lara Elena Donnelly

Amberlough has the distinction of being the book I’ve thought about the most since I finished reading it this summer. I picked up the sequel, Armistice, as soon as was humanly possible and polished that off too. I had borrowed both books from the library to read but bought copies from my local science-fiction and fantasy independent bookstore a few months later (and only partially because the paperback editions have some of the most gorgeous covers I’ve ever seen). I had to physically stop myself from re-reading Amberlough. I made embarrassing noises when I saw the release date and summary for the last book in the trilogy, Amnesty, appear on goodreads (don’t read the summary if you haven’t read books 1 and 2 though – spoilers ahoy!). Amberlough has its hooks into me and it’s not letting go! While it’s definitely a book that I want to thrust at everyone and tell them to read, I’m also keenly aware that it may not wow everyone like it did me, simply because Amberlough ticks so many boxes on my ‘things I want in a book’ list. Expertly built tension? Check. Politicking? Check. Queer and diverse? Check. Characters who are complicated, morally grey, and deeply flawed? Check, Check, Check. I loved all three of the alternating POV characters; spirited stripper Cordelia, cabaret performer and head of a smuggling empire, Aristide, and intelligence operative Cyril, who has been left physically and mentally scarred from a mission gone awry. Set in a world inspired by Weimar Berlin, but considerably more accepting and diverse, at least when the novel begins, Amberlough deals with the rise of fascism, which makes for a poignant and, unfortunately, incredibly relevant read in today’s political climate. Rarely have I been so tense about a book, or feared more for the wellbeing of its characters.

“Among the brooks and gorse and muddy stone, he let the façade fall. His own weakness broke his heart, and frightened him.”

366765361. Tin Man by Sarah Winman

Last year I was trading places between my #1 and #2 picks (The Heart’s Invisible Furies and Pachinko, respectively) right up until I hit publish, but this year there was very little competition. Sarah Winman’s poignant exploration of love, loss, grief, and absence, told through deceptively simple, yet evocative prose is undoubtedly the best book I read all year. Very few books emotionally compromised me this year, but Tin Man was certainly one of them. In under 200 pages this quiet, patient book left me teary-eyed and with a physical ache in my chest. It’s difficult to imagine a reader who wouldn’t be won over by this book’s charms. Full review here.

“I’m broken by my need for others. By the erotic dance of memory that pounces when loneliness falls.”

I’d love to know your thoughts! Have you read any of these books, or are you planning to? What were your favourite books of 2018? Please comment and let me know!







15 thoughts on “Best Books of 2018

  1. YES VITA NOSTRA! So happy that made your list! Actually this list is just perfection all around – Evelyn Hugo, Poppy War, Jane Eyre, Tin Man!! I feel a little guilty about Tin Man barely losing out on my 10th place spot, because I loved it SO much – I wish I’d read it a bit more recently so it was more fresh in my mind. But I’m almost definitely going to want to reread it so it can destroy me all over again.

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    1. Aww thanks Rachel! That’s totally fair about Tin Man. You read a lot more than I did and hit some great books in the second half of your year. My numbers 1 and 2 in 2018 were both books I read in June, so curious to see if it’s a pattern that will repeat itself. I bought a copy of Tin Man as well for re-reading at some point! I feel like this year, with an exception or two, we both reverted to form with our best of lists though! I didn’t read that much fantasy or historical fiction and yet that’s what made up my list and yours is so literary. I can’t wait to (hopefully) kick the year off with a bang when we read Robin Hobb (I should be ready to start in about a week btw)!

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    1. I feel like you would love Evelyn Hugo and Rin if you’re looking for great anti-heroines in your life! Borne was an early front-runner for this list. I read it in February I think and it stayed with me for the rest of the year. I can’t wait to read more of Jeff VanderMeer’s works!


  2. This is such a great list! I felt myself nodding along to your reasons for including these books as I have loved many of them as well.
    I hope your reading year will be absolutely brilliant!

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  3. I completely agree with you regarding The Poppy Wars and its secondary and female characters. I loved Rin too! She’s one of my favorite fantasy heroines of all time, I think!

    I find it hilarious that Jane Eyre made it to your Best Books list but I put it on my Most Disappointing list! I wish I had liked it more!

    I recently acquired Amberlough as an ebook and I can’t wait to read it! I’ve heard really good things all around.

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    1. Rin is one of my favourite fantasy heroines of all time too! It’s so refreshing to see some great female-driven fantasy stories out there recently. Vasya of The Bear and the Nightingale is also one of my favourite fantasy heroines ever.

      I know!! It’s too funny that we were so split on Jane Eyre! I’m sorry it didn’t work for you.

      I’m DYING to have people to talk with about Amberlough because I loved it so so much and I’m going crazy waiting for the third book (coming out in April). I think I’m going to thrust it at my mom soon though!

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